Guys, I’m so freaked out because I feel SO POSITIVE about this cycle. Chief and I have been talking about Kraken like it’s already a real baby, as opposed to a follicle that may or may not fertilize and then may or may not implant. It’s terrible. I feel excitement in my belly every time I think about it. That roller coaster swooping feeling. This is bad because if this cycle goes bust I am going to be so. disappointed.
Logically I keep telling myself that even if I don’t get pregnant on this cycle we have FINALLY hit on the combination of drugs that seems to work for me. 5.0 Femara days 2-7 and 250 mcg of ovidrel between CD 10-13. That’s positive. The chances of getting pregnant on 3-4 rounds of femara are so much higher than Clomid. It’s not unreasonable to think that I could be pregnant by July.
I just want it so much. I had stopped letting myself believe that it could ever happen and now when things are working and our timing is so spot on right (We had intercourse Thursday night, Saturday morning and Sunday morning and it seems that I ovulated Saturday night/Sunday morning in my sleep) I want to believe SO. MUCH.
I just don’t want to be sad in two weeks.
Also, my birthday is on Friday. I’m glad I won’t be able to test by then, but hoping for a really, really good late birthday present.