Update: I actually moved my appointment to April 29th at 2:30 pm. Even sooner. Eek.
And made an appointment with an RE.
On May 5 I’m going to see an RE at our academic hospital who is, allegedly, pretty darn good. I’ve been doing a lot of research on my options and I just got a good feeling about this one. It’s a woman, and I haven’t had a female doctor in a while, so that will be a game change. When they asked me on the phone if I had a history of fertility problems I laughed. LAUGHED. Then I told her just a handful of things and she said “Ok, I’m just going to write “extensive history of fertility problems” and we will make sure we get your records sent over…”
I would love to call in two weeks and cancel this appointment, but I knew I wanted to get this appointment on the books. If I waited and in two weeks I had a BFN and then called, well then I’d be waiting until June to see someone. I’m not good at waiting.
Plus, maybe this will be karmic kick in the butt my reproductive system needs to make this cycle work. I’d be lying if I that wasn’t SLIGHT motivation for calling…very slight.